Its like you are a drug

A demon I can’t face down

I let you overwhelm me,

My emotions,

My life.

You are like a leech,

Sucking the life from me.

Its like I can’t breathe,

Not able to see anything,

Blinded by your presence

And the shield you hide yourself in

A ghost that haunts my past,

That never quits.

I cannot live a day

Without you interrupting me,

Interrupting my thoughts,

My dreams,

My life.

There seems to be no remedy to my situation.

You made me what I’ve dreaded.

A stranger

You have become my drug

My addiction.

Without you,

I’m nothing.