I believe

I believe that I would be able to withstand any force that rocks me to the core

I believe that I would be able to live “monotonously”,

Nothing will be able to upset the momentum I have set for myself

I believe that I would be able to survive those harsh winds when they sweep me off my feet

Most importantly,

I believe that I would be able to live my dreadful life without your presence.

But now

Everything seems to be contradicting everything I once believed in.

You brought light into the darkest of caves

Sending pleasures of laughter and joy with just your actions

Your presence enchants me day by day

And I swear I can never grow weary of it

Your glow outshines everything in this world…

I once believed in independence

Is that belief a reality when you are not here beside me?