Realisation dawned on me,I woke up to find reality hitting me hard,
crushing me forward with its ghastly timing.
Its like receiving my sentence from the jury.
Waking up to find myself throwing my head back
into the opening comfort of my pillow.
Unfortunately,
like always,
I have to face the music.
When will I ever return to my world full of hopes and dreams?
Those days seem so far away,
like they were someone else's life I shouldn't interfere.
This process can be so excruciating,
its abusing the strength in me.
How can life be so unfair?