All these years,no one,
not even you,
has brought forth this change in me.
I don't know what spurred this on,
how it even started.
But one thing I know for certain,
an absence of faith blows past.
The hollowness deep within me,
simply cannot be put into words.
This neglected feeling,
is something new and out of the blue.
Its like i'm neither here nor there,
my empty spirit floating down the halls of my life.
Without a goal or purpose in life,
that's all I am ever good at,
that's all I am ever able to achieve.
Everywhere I go,
another memory haunts me,
eyeing for any weaknesses its able to get back at me.
Leaving me with a vast ocean of darkness,
with its inky alluring depths,
waiting to drag me further into the abyss.
