Saturday, February 6, 2010
~ 12:37 AM ~
I have been gullible in the past,
I let things slip my mind a lot.
I forgive and forget too easily.
But those are the traits you will never see
when the next few years come and go by.
I picture myself being able to accept you for who you are,
your flaws and everything.
Nevertheless,
I will always get pushed up against the wall one way or another.
I will never understand either part of you.
One would be the acting-out-of-kindness person,
trying to show me sympathy that you would always be there to catch me if i fall.
Another would be the unreasonable devil I see nowadays.
Storming in and out,
demanding and relinquishing my happiness.
I stayed on,
I don't know how much I'll be able to take.
My perserverance is wearing down by the second,
and there would be no second replacement.
I cannot expect any kindred soul to lift me out of my sorrows,
to save me from this torment.
I will always have to pick myself up,
and move on.
Literally this time,
I don't know how far I'll be able to go without support....
