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Friday, January 1, 2010
~ 12:36 AM ~
Sometimes we do things to please another.
But when you feel accomplished of your great work,
it doesn't literally mean the person would regard it as one.
Sometimes you feel the awkardness between two parties.
The silence drifting past each other after
each torment I've been given every meeting.
I try my best to hold it in,
and give myself another chance to prove my worth.
In the end,
I get it right smack into my face.
Gradually,
losing my confidence is one thing.
Losing you as a friend is another.
I will always remember the quiet purr of the engine when
we were in the car together.
Communication seemed to cease between us.
I got so sick and tired of this game,
I almost want to opt out of it.
This time I got another empty sheet of paper from you,
expecting me to draw out a magnificent creature.
I've been this way for months.
Even during Christmas.
Today is another year for me,
another year to endure your stubborness.
Maybe another and another.
Nevertheless,
I make use of what I have to pass your test.
This drawls on for months.
I spent another "festive" holiday in your grasp.
I guess this is "happy" new year for me...

THE GIRL


YUENPING
26 JAN 1995
AGE FIFTEEN
COMMONWEALTH SEC SCH
GIRL GUIDE

SINISTER LITTLE LIES


FORGOTTEN MEMORIES STILL RETURN TO HAUNT YOU
NO MATTER HOW YOU TRY TO AVOID
ITS NEVER ENDING
THE PAIN YOU CAUSED ME
CAN NEVER BE SATISFIED
THE ANGUISH YOU LEFT ME
YOU WILL NEVER GET A TASTE OF IT
YOU WERE MY WORLD
YOU WERE MY SUN
BUT IT ALL COMES DOWN TO THE TRUE YOU
LOOKS LIKE I HAVE BEEN WRONG AGAIN
MY MEMORY LANE HAS ANOTHER ADDITION TO ITS SPARSE COLLECTION

MUTTERS



LEAVE ME BE


Huiting~
Ethel~
Vernice~
Jierou~
Siling~
Reine~
Shuying~
Baoyi~
Rosma~
Nicole~
Diyannah~
Khairina~
Nicole~
Xiuzhen~
Chung Lok~
Joey~
Jooyee~
Vincent~
Joey~
Belinda~
Jona~
Peiyi~
Jasmine Goh~
Charmaine~
Adela~
Yushan~
Yixin~
Salwa~
Natalie~
ZhongTing~
Angelena~
YOG~

LIVING MEMORIES


; August 2008; September 2008; October 2008; November 2008; December 2008; January 2009; February 2009; March 2009; April 2009; May 2009; June 2009; July 2009; August 2009; September 2009; October 2009; November 2009; December 2009; January 2010; February 2010; March 2010; April 2010; May 2010; June 2010; July 2010


credits


; j-wen
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; brushes
; blogskins
; blogger