Sunday, January 24, 2010
~ 10:38 PM ~
I try to move on without you.
Nevertheless,
you always manage to keep pace with me.
No matter how I tried to toss you aside,
you play me around like a puppet.
In this beautiful world i live in,
in that extravagant world you live in,
differs greatly from mine.
All because of you,
my heart has gone numb.
No salvation
No dependence on anyone.
No one to really understand the anguish i'm in.
No one to heal my wounds inflicted from you.
Even though that happens,
I was willing to risk my mental strength to stride alongside with you.
Still,
you threw cold water on my face.
Shield yourself in,
keeping everything within you.
All your fustrations kept secret,
all the pain hugging closely in you.
Patience is not of the essence now.
You boil the anger inside of me,
I detest myself for having such an emotion for you.
Why am I wasting my numb feelings for you?
All i want in return is your understanding.
What I got is your ignorance.