Tuesday, December 15, 2009
~ 10:30 PM ~
Nevertheless how unfair you were,
I compelled myself to not complain.
Nevertheless how accountable you were not
for your mistakes,
I commanded myself the pain would all
go away sooner or later.
Perhaps I've made a harsh understatement,
I should have said something harsher to make
you realise your mistakes.
The more I try to correct,
the more your attitude takes the tide.
Nevertheless,
I took it all in.
It was all I could do before I cut the thread to menace.
These few days,
made me open my eyes to the true you.
To be honest,
I don't think I'll be able to take all of your charms.
I don't want any drastic changes between us.
Yet I know the possibility of your change,
that would be close to infinity.
Whence there was a connection between us.
Thereafter becoming nothing more than a common friendship.
I thought we had some special bond,
that seems to cease.
Looks like I've been drowning in my dreams all along
I did not open up to see what was really in front of me.
