Thursday, November 19, 2009
~ 11:07 PM ~
You asked me
Do you feel neglected?
Do you feel unwanted?
Do you feel sad?
Do you feel contented?
I wanted to follow my heart,
for once let my heart take me away to the greatest of heights.
But gazing upon the reflection in your eyes,
I didn't want to let myself out.
Seeing that hint of pain and agony in you,
struggling to
make myself,
make yourself,
make everyone
have the best of everything.
Yet again,
I let my mind make that decision again.
I just want to avoid the conflicts in life,
I just want to enjoy the peace that I currently have.
For fear of making everyone around me suffer,
for fear of making everyone around me try their best
to appease me.
I detest walking into those steps once more.
I detest seeing people around me shed unwanted tears.
I detest entertaining disputes among yourselves.
Please put an end to all these unwanted discussions.
Sacrafice is not what I want to see.
Neither is it the reverse of the past.
Neither is it a happy ending.
We all know happy endings are reserved for fairytales.
All I want to see is
a happy smile upon your radiant faces
and not a upside frown and worn out faces.
Is that so much to ask for??
We can just go back to our original lives.
With no despair and worries.
