Tuesday, November 17, 2009
~ 10:13 PM ~
Its the first time.
The very first I looked at you.
I expritcly took chances and look into you.
You have rocked me to the core.
You have bewitched me body and soul.
Coming here has always been a big mistake.
But yet,
my heart tells me differently.
These past months of torture brought me to realise that
without you,
life is meaningless.
I have been nonsensical.
I have been obnoxious.
You changed me completely,
my way of thoughts,
my mind,
my harden-heart.
I was wrong about you,
the way you have been wrong about me.
Just say the word,
I'll be right by your side forever.
Never parting with you.
If your feelings have changed since from the beginning,
I'll do whatever it takes to be by your side.
If your feelings remains,
i will silence myself,
and you would not have the trouble of me
bothering you again.
These past months where
you unconsciously have been tormenting me,
it will all go away once you accept my word.
Save me from myself,
save me from the lonliness I have been experiencing
since forever...
