Tuesday, November 10, 2009
~ 9:25 PM ~
I thought it was all over.
Nothing has happened between us.
But once I let down my guard,
when I took you in,
I started to feel for you.
Your feelings surged through my veins,
coarsing through my very veins.
I should have never looked your way.
Now you are star,
the star that I would always look upon every once in a fortnight.
Your luminous glow luminates my world,
bringing laughter and tears to me.
How I wish to risk one look at you
How I wish to be able to look up to you
How I wish to be as confident as you
How I wish to be as free as you
You being my light in my gloomy world,
how fantastic it would be to walk beside you.
However magnificent you are,
I cannot risk myself to take another look.
I should not have glance your way.
I should not have opened up to you.
I should not have taken sympathy on you.
I should have never felt dependent on you.
But I cannot bear to let you go.
I'm like giving up a part of me
to ease my pains,
yet I still feel so empty inside.
Like a lifeless corpse I was,
completely at loss I was.
You've shown me so much,
you have shown me that its the littlest things
that makes us contented.
I cannot bear to lose you forever.
I'm just not ready to give you up.
I'm just not ready to bid farewell to you forever.
