
Friday, November 6, 2009
~ 12:26 AM ~
All I've ever wanted is for someone to
take me away to a better place.
All I've ever wanted is someone to
bring me away from the trauma.
All I've ever wanted is to
find a secret place where I get to reside in peace.
All I've ever wanted is someone who
can understand me for who I am and
what I'm not,
someone who appreciates what I do and
fully supports my actions and achievements.
I am fully aware that what you've done
is all for the goodness deticated to me.
I am fully aware that you think
you know what is suitable for me and what's not.
I am aware that you would not want me to
walk in your footsteps of disaster,
that I would not land up in the same situation you're in.
All I want you is to have faith in me,
let me make my decisions.
All I want you is to have trust in me,
let me grieve for my mistakes in life and blame no one.
All I want you to let me take charge of my life,
let me be the one holding onto the steering wheel
guiding myself to my correct coarse,
let me take full responsiblitily of my actions.
You are my guidance,
my map,
my eyes to the outside world,
my ally to lean on when I break down,
my listening ear when I need to pour out troubles,
my star to gaze upon as a role model.
Without you,
I don't think I'll be able to make it this far.
Without you,
I'll be lost in this vast ocean.
Without you,
I'll have no one to confide to when it all ends.
You are my compass directing me to safety,
without you,
I'll be a lost ship floating through vast waters in search
of nothing but blank hopes and dreams.