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Sunday, October 25, 2009
~ 10:47 PM ~
You don't know how it feels like
to be sitting at a corner
being ignored by those who care.
You don't know how it feels like
how to not be taken seriously,
when everyone treats you as a joke.
You don't know how it feels like
to be out of the picture,
giving excuses to be opted out.
You don't know how it feels like
to experience the excuriating pain
coming from inside of you.
You don't know how it feels like
to have so many loved ones "caring" for you,
yet still blinded by their true intentions.
You don't know how it feels like
to be the one bedridden while you conciously
see and hear others silent contentments.
Lying there,
awaiting the day for departure.
Subconciously thinking that that day would arrive anytime soon.
Always staring at the same scene countless times,
dispute over matters,
unwanted tears,
failing limbs,
unable to be understood.
Only able to be strapped there,
and everyone surrounding you,
grasping you so tightly.
Me sitting at a corner realising that this is not the type of treatment
you should deserve.
All of your soul is slowly drained away as you count the endless days.
You holding on to the last thread of hope within you.
The world revolves around you and
you are helplessly left behind suffering along
just because no one truely understands how you feel.
I willed myself not to cry,
I promised to myself that I would not leave until
I've finally settled my private matters.
I swear to myself that I will not leave
any unfinished disputes.
I told myself that I will stand the pain
no matter the costs.
Seeing you suffering so much,
hurts me from the inside.
I know I don't have much time left,
but I just can't bear to leave my loved ones.
I take this as a blessing,
let this be the last time you see me frown.
Please be happy and cherish what you have before its too late.
Then that will be the time I willingly let my tears fall...
