Wednesday, October 28, 2009
~ 9:15 PM ~
Why do little things bring us down?
Why do we have to spend so much time
to revive back what we have lost?
This time its not a I win-you lose situation.
Its one man for himself.
I walk alone and face those threats coming at me.
One mistake is all that is needed
to kill me.
Only thinking if I should pull back or keep going forward.
Will it be for the best or still a hopeless situation?
The worst part is
how to relay my news to others.
How I can relate my problem to others?
How to put my situation in the most probable polite tone,
and not to raise my voice.
So as to prevent another conflict between us,
I decide to cover my tracks with lies.
The further I walk,
the more I lied,
the easier it became.
In the end,
I'm all covered in lies.
When I became exposed,
the harder it became to patch it up.
I patch it up with another lie,
and I got myself into this mess.
I cannot help myself,
I didn't want to upset you,
you wouldn't listen.
You think you know what's best for me.
No doubt you use your voice of reason,
it still pains me to say that I just don't want to accept this offer,
I'm still sorry that I've to do this.
Sorry...
