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Monday, October 5, 2009
~ 10:19 PM ~
Days pass.
I feel nothing but the numbness of my skin.
I'm tired of living this way.
I lost my senses,
I pratically cannot continue living this manner.
My eyelids are drooping heavily,
my concentration level is dropping by the second.
I just don't have the energy to generate myself,
my body doesn't even listen to me anymore.
Its like walking through the same routine again and again.
Waking up to another same lifeless day,
completely unable to summon laughter and colour
into my gloominess reality world.
My adrenaline rush let me down again and again.
I feel so weak,
physically and mentally frail.
How am I going to move on to my next milestone in life,
when I'm uncapable of overcoming
this sense of insomia?
A dead girl living in dead world.
Everything seems so gray now,
as if God did not paint my world and left it in its original state.
The remains of death haunts this gray zombie world...
