Its suppose to be a happy day.But why did it become otherwise?
I found out,
one small little thing,
is able to wash away happiness.
Seeing posts about friendship,
seeing so many complaints,
fustrations,
makes me seriously feel like,
this world contains nothing but troubles.
I tried many ideas,
some ridiculous and dangerous.
But still,
I'm living in this dimension, era, world.
I feel really exhausted.
I just want to close my eyes,
pretend its all a bad dream.
Or another way,
is to go into a deep sleep,
never see another day ahead of me ever again.
If I'm able to do this,
I would gladly leave this world forever.
A painless and peaceful sleep,
is all what I need to cure all these troubles.
I'm nothing but a troublemaker,
I inflict pain those who are close around me.
I prefer leading a solitude life...
